Up Then Down
Feelings been like the roller coaster, going up and down. I'm not sure what's wrong. But I'm sure I'll find out, I just need to think. Thanks Xuanie for listening to what had happened these couple of days. Just a few days back I was feeling great, but after yesterday, my feelings dipped to down under. And the worst thing had to happened this morning or rather afternoon when I woke up, my nail chipped, argh! Feeling damn pissed about it, just as I was about to give it a new look, this kind of thing have to happened. Spent some time alone at West Coast Park alone this evening, just did not feel like cooping myself at home, and no plans yet.so just get my butt out, anything decide later. Called Xuanie, realised we both were craving for mahjong, and, ta-da, I'm now at Danny's hostel playing, sharing with Ken and he's playing now. Sudddenly it seems to me everybody's having relationship problems, Sam's facing a screwed situation, I'm feeling very sad for him, but at the same time I'm feeling sad for myself. Situation might not be as bad as him, but my direction ain't as clear as him either. I'm lost, someone wanna guide me?
Empty promises really don't count.
Words that you told me you tell it to someone else is nothing too!
Joted Down @ 3:59 AM