I've a feeling this is gonna be a long draggy post, do bear with it, I'm a whiner.


I'm feeling very tired, but the urge to blog is there, and I know if I don't do it, I'll lose my enthusiasm to blog for the next few days. I just got home from Devils, but only got there at 4am before it was Dbl O. Sad to say, I'm forgetting my retro moves, I made a tad too many mistakes at Dbl O, embarrassing. Devils was fun, saw a group of hip hop dancers on the platform, they were simply awesome. I spent my Thursday and Friday paying mahjong again. Friday, did not actually play just went to ZiWei's place, me, him and Cat did not play, were watching the VCD 1 MIssed Call 2 instead. Thanks for scaring me, slut. After watching the ending twice, I still do not get the show, but I guess there might be a 3? Managed to watch Shutter over at Daniel's place, and yes, I screamed in broad daylight. I've been sleeping only in the morning recently, am getting my eyebags. And I haven't removed my contacts for 3 days, it's the first time, I hope I don't go blind. Come to think of it, for the whole week, Tuesday is the only day which I did not meet up with the usuals.


Feeling the blues these few days, no particular reason so I assumed it was PMS, and TA-DA, my "auntie" visited me today. It came early and at the super wrong time. I was working when I thought I felt it coming, rushed to check it out. Oh great, quite abit already. Got my pad, put it on. Felt damn uncomfortable. I know this is going to be gross, I was feeling uncomfy cause my panty was damp. So I went to get a new panty to change. How great could the evening be just as I was planning to club. Timing screwed up, everybody seem to be having some things cocking up here and there and this and that, almost didn't wanna go, but dragged my feet there cause Kes was already on his way down to pick me up. Hmm... I kinda dunnoe what am I blogging but it seems to me that there's alot more that I wanna blog about. Suddenly I feel that I do need a boyfriend. I thought I was happy, but at the end of the day I realised nothing can ease my tiredness and problems but a big warm bear hug from someone. Appearance can be deceiving, being cheerful on the outside might not come straight from the heart. Read Daniel's blog, and yes I have to agree. Girls will do whatever for the guy she really love, even if it makes her unhappy, girls are that beautiful. But sometimes they just don't get appreciated. Sad. When will I find my "him". A "him" whom can hold my hand till I need reading glasses. Maybe I should just not think about it, cause I always believe that if you try to find something, it'll not appear but if you just don't think about it, you'll be surprised. The world will not stop revolving for me, life still goes on with or without a "him". So I guess I should not be whining so much. Should just go sleep cause I've to work later in the afternoon!


Good night people. Take care aight? I love you....

Joted Down @ 7:01 AM