Just woke up from my sleep... Very tired, past 2 days have been sleeping after 7am... Went to the dentist yesterday, and now I'm in pain again, and this time probably will have a harder time to chew, cause now my teeth cannot really be clenched... Met Xuanie after my dental appointment at Toa Payoh before we headed down to Bugis to shop for Ken's present... We walked for long from about 7pm till 9 plus and we could not find any suitable gifts... In the end we settled for a Topman tee... Ok, I admit it, we weren't totally shopping for his prezzie only... Me and Xuanie's eyes always drift here and there looking out for our own stuffs... Ha Ha... In the end I got a nice satin lace top from Blossomz at only $17.40... And the very vain me changed out of my pink halter into my new top... Hiak Hiak... And when I walked pass Puremilk, I saw another top which I liked.. Ha Ha... Guess I'll be planning a shopping spree pretty soon... Reached Mambo about 10.30pm... Did not go in straight, just lingered around the entrance with the gang and went in at about 11pm... Music wasn't too bad but alot of disturbance cause alot of people just squeeze up the podium made me kinda aggitated... But I hack care lo, just continue dancing... But Xuanie wasn't feeling too well and she left early so I stayed on with the rest of the gang... Everybody insisted on waiting until Summer Rain but eventually it did not come, everybody was kinda disappointed... And the poor birthday boy, Ken, had to drink quite abit I guess, everybody was buying drink for him... In the end I think he kinda seh and left home earlier himself... Ha Ha, poor boy la... Took Crix's car over to shell, sat in a small group, me, Jo, Jason, Crix and Marcus.. Just talked until Crix had to leave so he gave Marcus a ride and we shifted over to the other group.. Eh, they had more people there la.. Ha Ha... So we just joked around, ZiWei kept playing with another guy's car keys making him worried... Ha Ha, scene was so damn funny... At about 5 decided to leave already, so as usual, shared a cab with Jo and Jason back home when Xuanie called me... So I talked to her until 6.30 then she went to shower and get ready for work... Poor girl haven't been sleeping for the past 2 days... Just now I was reading someone's blog and am somehow filled with emotions, I do not know what to do, and I do not know what did I do to make him fall so deep for me... Somehow I think I did him wrong... This period of time when we're apart, I've gone through alot and somehow I feel that I've changed... I'm not the old me anymore... I want him to move on and get a nicer girl but why is he waiting for me? I don't think I'm worth it anymore and I just hope that he'll know that there's someone who's better than me waiting for him at the end of the day...

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