I need to blog, many things running through my head and I want to blog them down, but I somehow don't know how or where to start... Yesterday I went to shop despite my off day, I don't know why I went down, but I just feel like doing so. Somehow I'm feeling very attached to the place and the people and I just feel weird if I don't go there for a day... Ha Ha... Am I gradually getting hooked on alcohol? I've been drinking beer and even yesterday when I went down to Bugis, Pui Kia bought 3 bottles of Tiger and I drank too, afterwhich I stole sips here and there at Zouk... What's happening to me? I'm not quite sure too. Met Xuanie and Danny at Bugis for dinner, they wanted to catch a movie but I wasn't interested so I just went back to the street and slacked until Xuanie called and I headed down to PS to meet her. Why is it that suddenly I can't seem to get myself away from the street? Went Mambo, music was not bad I'd say, but I wasn't exactly in the best of moods. Because somewhat I felt that I spoilt someone's night and made him leave early, I felt extremely guilty and moody and suddenly my stomach was aching... Almost wanted to cry, dunnoe what to do so I asked my friend if he could come and fetch me home but when I realised that he's at home and not outside, I told him it's ok and I just continued the night feeling kinda sore... I'm sorry to that someone, I'm really sorry and I don't know what else to say but sorry but it wasn't intentional. During Mambo, someone text me and asked me this question, "Why do you trust peoplae so easily?" Without pondering I replied my friend, "Because I don't think that person would wan to lie to me." Sometimes I feel that it's tideous if you keep having to think if what people told you was the truth and keep having to be reserved and cautious towards the person. I don't like to complicate if I can simplify. So if the person want to lie to me, keep me in the dark for good, it'd make me feel better. I always hate to see people as if they've got motives rolled up their sleeves, it somehow makes the world an ugly place and I do not like this feeling. My night was brightened whe nearing the end I actually say a few seconday school friends... Danced with them, lifted my mood before I headed back home to snuggle into bed. Yesterday was a normal Wednesday but inside my mind was an event full of thooughts....

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